Mood: crushed out
Now Playing: Illusions
Well today May 4, 2007 leaves me what is the use? Doing the best I can and have no recriminations for what has happened in the past, for have made amends werever possible and my slate is clean. Could be it is the new age crisis which is upon me, have found myself wanting and willing to do just about anything and then that ugly fear creeps in, do battle with it and it doesn't win, or does it? Hope there is a aged senior reading this that just maybe can understand what I am going through. Sometimes early in life we don't think much of growing older, now I know we should for when you get here you will understand just what it is all about. To be 78 years young, yes young for one thing I have learned is that it is always time to take care of oneself, totally. Sometimes when younger we put that out of our mind and continue on with our day to day activities. Maybe just writing this down will ease whatever is going on within me at this precise moment and it shall pass or at least the answer will come.
Thankyou for being there whomever you are, blessings.